July 24, 2016
The fault in our stars
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| My Super Duper Handsome BF <3 |
Last April 2016 before we met, one of my
co-faculties knows how to read/know your future based on your palm. She read my
right palm. She told me that I will be alone in my life when I get old L I asked her “Why?” she replied and little bit confused to
her answer “... ahh it just you’ll be alone!” I became mute, I am afraid to be
alone and the feelings of without anyone or anything else in your life or
feeling unhappy because you are separated from the ONE YOU LOVE L and this is the reason why I am afraid of losing you
because I need you in my life to be my husband. It is really funny that I am thinking
this at my age and asking you if you want to be marrying at me. Most of my
friends have in relationship and some of them have plan for their marriage. But
please don’t think I am not rushing you to be married at me. It is just I am
expressing to you that you are simply great ideal husband to me.
For our 3rd Month in
relationship this love letter and my presentation are contains of sorry, thank
you and I Love You.
SORRY
Sorry,
if your boyfriend is sometimes asking you over-and-over-again “Do you love me?”
and always telling you “I Love you”. All of that is real and genuine. It is really shameful for my side to tell you
about this, but for the name of love let me tell this. Sorry if I always
looking for a big expectation for you as my first boyfriend. Forgive me Juan
David if you feel the pressure to me. This is my first time too in
relationship. You told me that you can’t control to back your bad memories and
you become getting moody. You told me too because of your age. All of that is understood
by me.
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| Kiss me... Pls. :D jajaja |
Sometimes
if I do chatting with you, I didn’t know if you are with me. I don’t know,
maybe you found better than me and more handsome with me in your country or
other places L I am really preoccupied with you. I am afraid that my destiny is to become alone
in my life. Juan David, I don’t want to be alone, honestly L and to become true what my co-facilities said to me that I
will be alone when I got old. L This is the reason why, I always ask
you for many times “Do you love me?” and telling you “I love you”. Juan David
don’t give up on me L I know that it took years when we met but please when you
fall in love with a man don’t hesitate to tell me. I hope we still best friend
and I am your number 2 best friend. Your future boyfriend is your number 1 best
friend and you’re real first boyfriend... and not me. (Crying face)
I’ve
cry hard enough with this month, how far you are to me. I was in the library
and I saw the globe, I was looking on it. I become melancholy. I was also
searching for the cheapest air free (airplane going to Colombia) but it was so
expensive that my salary can’t afford to go on your country and it takes years
to go on your country.
Forgive
me Juan David for all the things that I’ve done wrong, and yet I am still
growing for this love <3
Thank
you
Juan
David, thank you for ever supportive boyfriend and giving me an advice every
time I make decision in my life. Promise you are advice and your answer is a
half of my decision in my life. You helped me in every single way. I always so
hyper active every time in school, in my study and everywhere because of YOU
and you doesn’t have any idea every time I do good, won the games, and got high
grades on my Master because of YOU. You told me this “Baby, life without fear would be boring!... is when we get out of
comfort when we get wise... and we get the inspiration to follow our dreams,
because we have achieved difficult things :3” I save this quotes from my
phone, and I told you that you are very sweet and sound philosophical to me.
You replied “You are in love with me
that’s why I am look philosophical, but when I’m stranger to you it is just a
normal.”
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| Go... Juandy <3 |
Thank
you for listening me always and I hope you are not bored for my being talkative
on the phone that our messenger is explode too much on my message because I
really want my express my feelings to my best friend and to my boyfriend. But
to be honest I am not really talkative guy on public. I am silent person in
front of the public area and most of the time many people really wants to talk
to me because of my personality. I am really talkative person to the one I
love, including you.
Thank
you too because you are loyal to me for being confess on what’s happening to
you and updating your status in your life. Thank you for sharing your story and
I really appreciated, especially you told me that you remember Felipe Hincape,
because of your songs. I can’t control your emotions for him; Felipe is a
charming boy and kind to you. I can’t compare myself to him. He is lucky rather
than me, he had a picture together of you while me is only your pictures.
Again, I am sorry for being such a jealous boyfriend L I hope you are not mad at me every time I become a jealous.
It is just I love you so much and afraid to losing you. I don’t want to
remember my destiny to become alone when I got old. L I want to grow old you...
I love
you
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| Te Amo, Juandy <3 |
I
want to grow old you... because I love you Juan David Hernandez Duque. You are
the wildest dream have in my life. You are my perfect stranger that nothing
know about what would be happen for us tomorrow. You are my absolute simplicity
boyfriend to me. I am always proud of YOU. I am your number one fan when you
dance and start to sing J I am most your number one follower in your life and secret
admirer to your love story. I am not a prince that you wished for. But I could
be a knight to you protecting for any dangers that could nothing to hurt for my
Juan David little zombie :3 hahahaha I will pledge my life for him.
Saying
I love you to you is not really enough but my action can prove how much I
really do love you. Heaven knows how much I prayed for you, although you don’t
believe on Him. But it is ok, whatever your point of view in your life as long
we do well and we respect each other and sometime we argue. We find something
to become sweet in the middle of our arguing J <3
I
love you when you say “Yayyy” on our phone conversation. Every time I call on
you, it is just you are beside with me, whispering in my ear and expressing how
much you love me. Your “Yayy” is only one my distinction and memorable ringtone
in my ears J hahaha
I
don’t want to be lengthy this letter and become eloquence on this. It feels
like I have speech in class jajajaja. But Juan David seriously with pinching
your nose...
I
LOVE YOU <3
Your Hyper Active BF,
Raymond Manliguez Verana
