Bon Voyage Monsieur!: When you happened

When you happened

Isn’t it awesome when your life gets an unexpected turn?

I was thirteen when I admitted that I was gay. It was far from a happy day when I told this to one of my closest friend. I cried, but I felt relied because I knew that, after some years of denial and struggle with acceptance, somebody understood me.

I LOVE YOU JUAN DAVID

I have been waiting for some good time to know what it feels to love and be loved… I have been waiting for someone to treat me with love and confidence in a world that seems so wrong in my eyes. I have been close to start a relationship two times before, but I don’t know why, things didn’t seem to work out well for me. I have been used for that purpose of “one kiss only” and I have been the sexuality confusion of one of my heterosexual friends. That’s the only love I have had. I have been raised in a society where you start having relationship at a very early age, so I felt alone, while almost all of my friends were in a relationship. I kept asking to myself: is anyone out there that will fall in love with me, one day? …but I had nothing more than my own presence every day. I let this affect my happiness, my self-love, my confidence. I was in dark places, in a depression mood. I have always been a happy and lovely person inside, but I had to get myself through this with a little help from my friends and my family.

Then you happened, and everything changed on me. From where do I start

How long to wait for this?

explaining to you, how much do I love you? We met each other in a very weird way, but I am glad we did. I can’t explain how afraid I get from thinking that I could have not commented in that streaming of the Game of Thrones premiere and then, you wouldn’t have sent me that friendship request. If we didn’t have done that, we both would have never met. That said, you are the most special man to me, and I can’t be more grateful with you for this little time that we have shared.Whenever I am in school, I start to miss you, because here, every man is so rude, and that left me no choice than being a little rude too, because I have to defend myself. But everything is so different with you; with you, I believe in love, I believe in kindness, I believe in coincidences…I even started to believe a little in God. I love you, my babe. I love you. A love that transcends space and time, a love that I can feel across the sea, a love that I can feel through hour different cultures, a love that I can feel through our different languages. You are the man I dream to meet one day, and I keep looking forward for what life has for us too. You are so precious to me. I see you on the brightness of the sun. I see you on the grace of the moon.